To be Beloved

Good love will find you.
fleshy-flower:

"I am not whole. I will never be whole. I was completely assembled when I was born, but as I grew up I became more forgetful and began to leave pieces of myself behind. Now I am here trying to fill in the missing parts with anything I can get my cold hands on. To everyone who approaches I beg, "Please stay. Do not leave me as the other have before", but maybe it’s been me who’s been leaving this whole time. Perhaps I am not the victim, but the perpetrator. Teach me how to stay, how to be satisfied with what I receive. In turn I will stop begging you not to leave."
-Charli
~Diary journal doodles~
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fleshy-flower:

"I am not whole. I will never be whole. I was completely assembled when I was born, but as I grew up I became more forgetful and began to leave pieces of myself behind. Now I am here trying to fill in the missing parts with anything I can get my cold hands on. To everyone who approaches I beg, "Please stay. Do not leave me as the other have before", but maybe it’s been me who’s been leaving this whole time. Perhaps I am not the victim, but the perpetrator. Teach me how to stay, how to be satisfied with what I receive. In turn I will stop begging you not to leave."

-Charli

~Diary journal doodles~

www.facebook.com/artbybeverly

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winteerie:

my hobbies include having coffee and mental breakdowns

(via be0k)

I like to pretend I am fine, now.
I look at chocolate cakes
and proclaim how delicious
they taste
while discussing my newfound love
of pasta.

I allow my scars to heal and
drown my bones in warm flesh,
refusing to be the friend who can’t decide
if she wants to keep herself alive
this week.

I run in circles and shout
how fine I am
when I need you more now
than I ever have.

Sarah T, Healthy is when I need you most (via s-ati)

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